Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Unwanted Visitors



Before I start this post, I have to apologise to the lovely Lia, she is so going to punish me for my potty mouth. But I just had to use this graphic.

I am still getting visits from the person who shall be known as the pain in the ass (and she knows who she is). It amazes me, that everytime she wants to come and spy on my life, she goes running off to google and searches for my blog. I thought I should do my civic duty and tell her that it will probably save her a lot of time if she just bookmarks it. Duh!

Personally, I wish she would just fuck off. But if coming here and reading my blog is what gets her through the night. Then let her knock herself out. Personally, all of us in this house find it rather amusing and we are actually running a competition to see who can guess the number of visits I get from her a day.

I'm winning...

Anyhow, onward and upward and all that shit.

Today was a good day for me. I got up early, was feeling awake and not wanting to go to bed. I missed breakfast cos the cupboards were bare. But I made up for it a little later. Had a nice lunch and trained my legs until they were obliterated tonight. And now I am relaxing after a nice healthy dinner of egg whites and chicken breast.

I have to thank you all for the wonderful comments you left on my blog and on the forum. They moved me to tears and I am starting to see that I am not as horrible as I like to believe. So thank you, thank you, thank you.

I achieved a few things today that have been troubling me for the longest time. I got through a whole day without cheating on my eating. Everything was good and on plan. No chocolate, no nothing. Just clean and healthy all the way. I've made it through 2 litres of water and am starting on my 3rd litre.

It's not really a big thing to most people, but to me it's a huge thing. It just goes to show me that I can do it, I just have to want to and after my big post over the weekend, I've realised that I do want it. And I want it for nobody else but me.

And I will achieve it.

I can't wait for Friday and Saturday. On Friday, I am going over to train with Lia and then with Lia and Katie on Saturday. The support that Lia has given me is amazing and I can't tell you how much I appreciate it. Now I feel like I have another person I can't let down. If Michael knows I am capable of it and Lia knows I can do it, then there shouldn't be anything stopping me.

And their isn't.

Onwards and upwards from here and nobody is going to get in my way.

Watch out world, here I come.

xox
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