Friday, December 5, 2008

Lorna Jane and KOKO Black Or Who's A Spoilt LJ?



I've had such a big day today. We had more court related stuff that we had to attend today. For me? That meant sitting in the waiting room of a family therapist for two hours and then spending twenty minutes with her myself. These are the things we do for the people we love and I would go through anything for Michael if it meant we could have our beautiful sons back in this house.

Anyhow, I am getting off track here. We dropped into Westfield Doncaster on the way home, we had some lunch and guess who spotted both Lorna Jane AND Koko Black? Me, me, me. And guess who let me leave Westfield with something from both. My beautiful husband. What a sweetie he is to me.

So by the time I had drooled all over the floor at Lorna Jane, I finally settled for the singlet that you see above in the picture. After I left Koko Black with a big block of dark chocolate, I was set to go home and hit the gym.

That my lovelies, is where I hit the wall in a crushing way.

We were meant to train shoulders and triceps today, but Michael decided to split it up and just train one. So the plan was to smash shoulders, but I couldn't do it. It didn't matter how hard I pushed myself and how much of a mental talking to I gave myself, I just couldn't get there today. So in the end Michael finished it by himself and I hit the bike for some cardio.

We had an easy fish and chips for dinner and now I am wondering why I did. I feel like dirt and no matter how many times I brush my teeth all I can taste is the oil. Ewwww, now I know why I don't eat fish and chips very often. I think later on when it finishes cooling down outside I will head off for a brisk walk.

It's weird how your body works against you when it comes to junk food. You get used to not eating it and when you all of a sudden want it and get it, it doesn't taste ANYTHING like you remember it and you just don't want it anymore.

I am starting my new eating plan in the morning. I couldn't do it today, due to the fact that we were stuck in the therapists office and it wasn't really appropriate. Not to mention I slept in and didn't have the time to prepare.

Tomorrow is our regular Saturday BBQ that Michael cooks and then on Sunday, we are taking all three kids ten pin bowling and then I will be able to take all my food with me. So that will help.

I still have two weeks to go before I have to get myself into my Ed Hardy top and if I start this eating plan tomorrow and stick to it, then I should be able to achieve that goal. I am going to stick my motivation pictures back on the fridge tonight and remind myself how wonderful those new rings are going to look on my skinny fingers.

I wonder if perhaps I am putting too much pressure on myself? I have done this before, and I don't know why it is so hard for me to do it again. I keep falling in a hole that I struggle to climb out of. I wish I knew what was going on in my head when it came to my eating.

Regardless of that I am determined to get thru the next two weeks on this eating plan and fit into that top and to have those rings sparkling on my finger on christmas day.

xoxox
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