Friday, December 19, 2008

I Did It...I Did It



And indeed I did...

I got my rings on and with absolutely no effort. They slid on like they had been made to fit my finger. Like I said in my earlier post, my beautiful husband had them resized small than originally planned. And I have to confess I was scared witless that they wouldn't fit.

But they did.

And to say I am excited is an understatement.

I was supposed to be waiting until christmas day to get them, but seeing as neither of us as to in to christmas this year, he decided to give them to me today. I am so looking forward to seeing my two girls that nothing could possibly top it. And I don't mean that in a bad way either.

I am not too worried about the Ed Hardy top at the moment, for the simple reason it is going to be way to cold to wear it. Not to mention the fact that I just don't think I have achieved that goal. The new jeans goal hasn't been reached yet, but I am still working towards this. I am not looking at this as a failure but rather as just working towards it a little slower. Hopefully to make sure that when I get there this time, I will stay there.

The lovely Lia left a response to one of my posts over on the forum the other day, and she said that it didn't matter how many times I failed and I've realised that is right. So I am taking everything slowly now. I am not in a hurry to learn all my lessons over again.

I don't really care if I am not dressed perfectly and wearing new jeans on christmas day. All I care about is that my family is together, everyone is happy and healthy and that all of our children have a great day. This is the first full family christmas Michael and I have had together and we are both looking forward to it so much.

My eating has been off lately. Due to an unexpected trip, the fact that we haven't been able to get to the gym to train and that life has thrown us so many curveballs we haven't had time to breathe. But I am home again and we are back on track from tomorrow morning.

I got a nasty surprise this afternoon when I got on the metal monsters. They told me I had gained four kilos. Umm yeah, rightio then. I doubt it, I seriously doubt it. Not in a week and a half anyway. I am so exasperated with them and just glad that I am not relying on what they say anymore. As long as my clothes keep getting loser and my rings still fit nicely then I know I am safe.

Other than that there is not a lot I can report. I can't, I'm afraid, tell you all what happened in court the other day here. Due to a court order prohibiting anyone talking about it on the internet my lips are sealed. Never fear, I have contact details for most of you, so if you want to know what the outcome was, then feel free to email me.

I'm off to wrap up christmas presents and get organised. It is only three sleeps now and my two girls will be here and I am counting the minutes.

Have a great night!

xoxo
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